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fifth day back home and i've just had my first home-cooked meal. 0 words into both my EU and land essays but i will start. ..once i'm done with this entry. i think i've calmed down my restless self now. well somewhat. the part of me that was so pissed off i chose to do law and was just bursting to scream in the middle of a 5 o' clock monday evening tutorial. that would probably have been pretty embarrassing. but i'm once again at peace with my decision. i mean yea sure it's ridiculously boring and there are still more than a truckload's-worth of narrow-minded idiots who would look at me filled with skepticism whenever i voice aloud the possibility of not pursuing a law career, but i am at peace with it. I chose it on my own, with absolutely no influence by my parents or anyone else (besides maybe bits of legally blonde), and it's all fine really. i guess i just don't like people making presumptions all time. there is that saying about how geminis love to break the rules and hate the status quo. so one semester into year 2, here's the verdict: actually joining more than one society this year has proven pretty satisfying. i probably should have joined kickboxing instead of the rifle club but there's always year 3. movie and milkshake nights with the housemates among other things have made things a more homely for sure. it's pretty cozy.. even with people constantly coming into my room (sheesh invasion of privacy much? :P) the new year is coming up and i guess it's making me reflect a little on the past year. disgruntled emotions made me a little blind in some ways but life's okay. what's truly sad is when others seem to feel the need to scrutinize and over-analyzed your actions.. what's truly sad is when others seem to have nothing better to do with themselves that they need to focus on you. still feeling the need to do something insane and i am still at lost as to what that is, but i think i'll try and focus on some "priorities" for now. caught "you're the apple of my eye" yesterday at gsc and while it wasn't spectacular in the cheesey romantic sense, i thought it portrayed missed opportunities pretty well. i guess it struck the "live in the moment" chord in me. and i don't mean "live like it's your last day" cause i've always thought that saying was rubbish. if it was my last day, i'd be making phone calls to loved ones and a trip to disneyland or six flags..or something. and well i can't very well do that every single day now can i. so um yea.. peace? :)